Last night, I sent him message.
“I miss you. Please talk with me now.”
And he was online, then he said,
“I don’t miss you :P Baby you can sleep now. I know you are tired.”
I was sad because he said he don’t miss me.
If I asked him again and again, he just said “I want you to rest. I don’t miss you, I don’t love you :P”
I said to him “please tell me why do you say that? You make me cry”
But he said “I will tell you why tomorrow. I promise.”
I said “okay, I know you have reason. Tell me tomorrow. I’m waiting for you.”
And I tried to sleep with my worrying.
Few hours later, suddenly he called me. I took his phone. But I didn’t understand why he called me because he don’t have internet for now and he can’t call me for free. And he told me that he don’t have enough money for calling.
In the other side, he said “Hallo, baby. Happy Birthday!” And he sang for me.
I didn’t have any words because I was really surprised. He didn’t mean that he don’t miss and love you. He just wanted to off my phone because he wanted to say “Happy Birthday” for me just at 0:00 am.
He is awkward to expression sometimes. But I really love him.